begitu saja...

lama kaki ini tertahan...
oleh pertanyaan tak terjawab...
cegah sesat tanpa haluan....


senyap bibir berdiam
oleh asa yg tertenangkan...
cegah amarah tuk beriak....



tapi kau bilang
.....tak ada apa-apa.....
begitu saja....

?

 

human

I've heard many   word unspoked
I've see million     promises broked
I've inspects thousand plans failed
I've felt hundred   hope disappeared


but why I still livin' those ???



maybe because

none of pray left unheard

on crossroad of my faith

- feel

feel upset when things didn't happen as you wish?????
try feeling of empty....

feel empty when you didn't have one that you need ????
try feeling of loosing.....

feel loosing when you lose what you have ????
try feeling of heart break.....

feel heart break when loosing one you love ???
try feeling of sacrificed for nothing....

feel sacrified for nothing when you get nothing after giving most valuable thing that you ever had????
try feel of loosing trust...

feel loosing trust when the one you called friend has lied
try feeling of loosing hope....

:)

try to  feel when your pray without hope....???

type of me as programmer

from http://www.doolwind.com/index.php?page=11

ttg my type as programmer :

Your programmer personality type is:

   DLSB

You're a Doer.

You are very quick at getting tasks done. You believe the outcome is the most
important part of a task and the faster you can reach that outcome the better.
After all, time is money.


You like coding at a Low level.

You're from the old school of programming and believe that you should have an
intimate relationship with the computer. You don't mind juggling registers
around and spending hours getting a 5% performance increase in an algorithm.


You work best in a Solo situation.

The best way to program is by yourself. There's no communication problems, you
know every part of the code allowing you to write the best programs possible.


You are a liBeral programmer.

Programming is a complex task and you should use white space and comments as
freely as possible to help simplify the task. We're not writing on paper anymore
so we can take up as much room as we need.

there is no "us" between U and me...

hehehe
ini kalimat penolakan darinya
paling cerdas yg pernah kuterima
( yg kuterima dengan cerdas juga dong :P )

me : hai d, lets talk about us??
her : us ???? there no us between U and me...
me : ??????????

me : okay, lets talk about U and me ???
her : Okay..., but still no us....
me : ehmmm......
I love U.....
her : okay, but it still don't make "us"
me :
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....


nah.... sekarang tantangannya adalah bicara dengan orang tanpa menggunakan kata "kita"....

hayo siapa bisa ?


bisa dimengerti ga ???
:((
masih g bisa bicara ama dia....
sampe sekarang....
:((


makin banyak kalimat kusiapkan jika bertemu dia
tapi tetap
aku tak dapat mengkatakan lebih dari "Aku sayang kamu"
and it can't be less...

I don't do random

I don't do random
I don't do normal
I don't do binomial
I don't do poisson.
( lho-loh loh... ini lagi bicaraain apa sich sebenernnya ??? :P )

sebenernya ini kalimat dari trilogi bourne identity, supremacy, and ultimatum...
di supremacy ada kalimat "he's don't do random".....
quote ini kena banget di aku...
rasanya keren banget...

sebenernya
artinya...
aku berusaha bertindak terencana aja...
multiple step ahead....
( sometimes odd , sometime evens )

ya ya ya
mengatakannya lebih mudah daripada mengamalkannya...
masih berusaha juga sich....


but still
I don't do random
still one of my fave YM status

maksa masak-masak maksa 6

sebenernya klo mo liat perjalanan masak-masak aku bisa liat
di multiplyku sich bagian foto2-nya...

klo blognya sync ama blog ini...
:)

ntar dech aku cerita2 lagi...:)

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